Chapter 3
The Road into the Mountains
When We Forgot To Hate
The first thing Shen Yutong noticed at the airport was that Liang Junhao had brought only one suitcase.
It stood beside him at the business-class check-in counter, matte black, compact, offensively practical. No assistant hovered behind him with garment bags. No second luggage waited on the floor with polished metal corners and a designer monogram. He had one suitcase, one leather document case, and the calm expression of a man who had never forgotten toothpaste, chargers, or moral superiority in his entire life.
Yutong arrived with two suitcases and a coat folded over her arm.
This was not extravagance. This was preparation.
The mountain region around Qingshui Village had unpredictable weather, limited access to laundry, uneven terrain, and a provincial office that had used the phrase simple local accommodation in an email, which, in Yutong's experience, could mean anything from charming guesthouse to towels that felt like disciplinary action. She had packed accordingly. Boots. Site-appropriate trousers. Business attire for negotiations. A formal jacket in case local officials decided rural meant informal for everyone except outsiders they wanted to test. Medicine. Portable charger. Backup portable charger. Printed documents, because remote places had a way of making Wi-Fi sound like a rumor.
Junhao looked at her luggage, then at her.
Yutong lifted her chin. "Say it and I will make sure your suitcase is redirected to Harbin."
His gaze returned to the larger of her two suitcases. "I was going to ask whether the village knows you're moving in."
"Harbin," she said.
"Understood."
Their assistants stood several feet behind them, both wearing the tense expressions of people paid enough to remain loyal but not enough to enjoy proximity to inherited warfare. Yutong's assistant, Lin Peiwen, held the travel folder against her chest like a shield. Junhao's assistant, Chen Qiao, kept checking his phone, perhaps hoping for a crisis in another city that would require him to flee.
No such mercy arrived.
The airline staff processed their documents with careful smiles. The provincial office had indeed seated them in the same row. Yutong had received Peiwen's apology the night before, a message so full of professional despair that she had not had the heart to punish anyone for it.
Not yet.
Junhao accepted his boarding pass and glanced at hers. "Window seat?"
"I prefer seeing what I'm being trapped inside."
"You requested not to sit beside me."
"And yet here we are. Evidence that not all requests are respected."
"An important lesson for negotiations."
"Careful," she said, tucking the boarding pass into her passport holder. "The trip has not started, and you're already exhausting your usefulness."
He gave her one of those faint smiles that never quite became warmth. "I ration usefulness according to company."
They moved toward security with their assistants behind them and the morning airport crowd flowing around them in impatient streams. Business travelers wheeled silent luggage over glossy floors. Families clustered near departure boards with children half-asleep against backpacks. The smell of coffee, perfume, and aircraft fuel seemed to leak into everything.
Yutong liked airports more than hotels. Airports had honesty. Everyone there was either leaving, waiting, or afraid of being late. The hierarchy was simple.
Beside her, Junhao removed his watch before the security scanner without being asked.
Of course he did.
"You enjoy being prepared too much," she said.
He placed his watch in the tray beside his phone. "You say that as if preparation has ever hurt anyone."
"Preparation becomes irritating when worn like perfume."
"You noticed my perfume?"
"Do not become hopeful."
"Too late."
She shot him a look as they passed through the scanners. He was smiling again, but there was a trace of tiredness beneath it. She noticed because she should not have. The skin beneath his eyes held the faint shadow of a man who had slept poorly. His hair, usually immaculate, had one stubborn section near the side that refused discipline.
Good, she thought. Let him suffer from something as ordinary as insomnia.
Then she hated herself for wondering why.
The flight to the provincial capital lasted two hours and twenty minutes.
Yutong spent the first twenty avoiding conversation. She opened the Qingshui project file, highlighted two sections, and pretended she could not feel Junhao reading beside her with the silence of a knife laid on silk. He did not fidget. He did not speak. He simply turned pages at measured intervals, occasionally writing in the margin with a black pen so fine and controlled it irritated her peripheral vision.
After the meal service, he reached into his document case and removed a sealed container.
Yutong stared at it.
Junhao opened the lid.
The fragrance of ginger, scallion, sesame oil, and something warm and savory drifted into the narrow space between their seats.
She lowered her file. "What is that?"
"Breakfast."
"The airline served breakfast."
"The airline apologized in pastry form."
Despite herself, she looked into the container. Inside were neat squares of pan-fried turnip cake, golden at the edges, garnished with chopped spring onion and a small compartment of chili sauce. Not restaurant packed. Homemade.
He picked up a piece with disposable chopsticks.
Yutong watched him chew, then looked away with exaggerated disinterest.
"You brought homemade food on a business flight," she said.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I enjoy edible food."
"You cook before flights?"
"Not always."
"Only when you want people to ask questions?"
He glanced at her container-free tray table. "Only when I know the people near me pretend not to be hungry because their pride has poor survival instincts."
"I'm not hungry."
"Your stomach disagreed twelve minutes ago."
Her eyes narrowed. "You heard that?"
"The whole row heard that. My assistant looked frightened."
From the aisle seat behind them, Chen Qiao suddenly became fascinated by the emergency card.
Yutong turned back to her file. "Keep your turnip cake."
Junhao said nothing.
That was his most effective provocation. Had he teased, she could have refused easily. Had he insisted, she could have punished him with coldness. Instead, he placed the container on the shared console between them, slid the chopsticks across, and resumed reading as if the matter had ceased to require him.
Yutong lasted three minutes.
Then she picked up one piece.
It was crisp outside, soft inside, fragrant with radish and rice flour, the chili sharp enough to wake her properly without overwhelming the sweetness. She had intended to take one bite and place the rest back, simply to prove it was unremarkable.
She finished it.
Junhao did not look up.
Wise man.
After a while, he said, "Too much salt?"
"It's acceptable."
"That means good, from you."
"It means acceptable."
"Of course."
She took another piece, because accepting defeat once was inefficient if one could at least gain breakfast from it.
The plane cut through a bank of cloud. For several seconds, the windows whitened completely, and the cabin seemed suspended inside milk-colored silence. Yutong looked out. The wing trembled faintly. Somewhere beneath them, the city had already given way to distance, rivers, fields, roads becoming thinner as they ran toward mountains.
When the cloud broke, green rose beneath them.
Not city park green. Not landscaping green arranged around wealth. Mountain green, layered and damp, climbing into mist. The sight slowed something inside her. She had seen project photographs, satellite maps, drone footage. None of them contained the sensation of approaching a place that had existed long before anyone decided it could become an investment opportunity.
Junhao followed her gaze.
"Beautiful," he said quietly.
Yutong did not answer immediately.
"Yes," she said at last. "Which makes it easier to ruin."
He turned a page in his file. "Then let's not."
It was such a simple answer that she could not find a clean way to attack it.
So she ate another piece of turnip cake instead.
The journey did not end at the airport.
It continued by provincial office van, then by a smaller vehicle after the paved highway narrowed into a mountain road that seemed to have been built by someone with either too much faith or no fear of death. The city thinned behind them. Towers became low apartment blocks. Low blocks became tile-roofed houses. Houses became fields divided by water channels and stone walls. Then the road began to climb.
Mist clung to the mountains in slow-moving folds.
Qingshui Village lay three hours from the provincial capital, tucked into a valley famous for terraced tea fields, old ancestral houses, and a river that curved through the settlement like a strip of dark silk. The promotional materials called it untouched. Yutong distrusted that word. Untouched usually meant underfunded until someone discovered a way to sell the deprivation as authenticity.
She sat beside Junhao in the second row of the vehicle, because the universe had apparently committed itself to repetition. Their assistants occupied the back with two local officials, while the driver, a cheerful man with forearms like rope, navigated curves that made Peiwen occasionally grip the seat in front of her.
Junhao had been reviewing drainage maps for thirty minutes without looking nauseous.
Yutong disliked him for that too.
"Do you ever get carsick?" she asked.
"No."
"Convenient."
"Do you?"
"No."
The vehicle rounded a bend. Her stomach briefly reconsidered the statement.
Junhao glanced at her.
"I'm fine," she said.
"I didn't ask."
"You thought loudly."
He reached into the side pocket of his document case and removed a small packet of candied ginger, offering it without comment.
Yutong stared at him. "Do you carry remedies for every possible weakness?"
"Only predictable ones."
"I am not predictable."
"No," he said. "Mountain roads are."
She took the ginger because refusing it would make nausea his victory. The candy was sharp and warm on her tongue. Annoyingly effective.
Outside the window, the road curved along a slope. Below, tea terraces stepped down into fog, each level edged with low stone. Women in broad hats moved between rows, their figures small against the green. Laundry hung from balconies of houses with dark wooden beams. Red paper charms fluttered beside doors. Chickens scattered near a roadside stall as the van passed.
One of the local officials, Deputy Liu, leaned forward from the back. "Miss Shen, Mr. Liang, Qingshui has strong tourism potential, but the villagers are cautious. They have seen other places promise protection and then become commercial streets. Some elders worry private capital will change the village too much."
Yutong turned slightly. "They are right to worry."
Deputy Liu blinked, perhaps expecting reassurance.
She continued, "If they did not worry, they would sign anything. Suspicion means they understand what is at stake."
Junhao's pen paused over his map.
Deputy Liu recovered with a nervous smile. "Yes, yes, very wise. The village head, Uncle Luo, will host dinner tonight. Tomorrow morning, site inspection. Afternoon meeting with council representatives."
"Who prepared the current compensation outline?" Yutong asked.
"The county office, with input from previous consultants."
"It reads like it was written for empty land."
Deputy Liu's smile weakened.
Junhao looked up. "Because they valued property but not livelihood disruption."
Yutong glanced at him.
He was looking at the deputy, not her. "Moving a family fifty meters from an ancestral courtyard is not the same as moving a warehouse fifty meters from a road. The compensation schedule treats them similarly."
Deputy Liu wiped his forehead though the van's air-conditioning was cold. "The outline is preliminary."
"Good," Yutong said. "Then no one will be embarrassed when we replace most of it."
The deputy laughed too quickly.
In the front seat, the other official pretended to sleep.
Junhao returned to his map. Yutong looked back out the window, but she felt the shape of his agreement beside her like an unwanted second shadow.
It was easier when they opposed each other.
Agreement required more caution.
Qingshui Village appeared after a bend in the road, not all at once but in fragments: a tiled roof through bamboo, a stone bridge over a narrow river, smoke rising from a kitchen chimney, red lanterns hanging beneath wooden eaves though daylight remained.
The van crossed the bridge slowly.
Yutong lowered the window despite the damp air. Immediately, the scent of wet stone, woodsmoke, tea leaves, and river water entered the vehicle. Somewhere nearby, someone was frying garlic. A dog barked once, then seemed to lose interest. Children in blue school jackets stopped near a wall to stare at the arrivals with the unashamed curiosity of people who had not yet learned to hide judgment behind etiquette.
The village was not untouched.
It was repaired, patched, lived in. Some roofs were old, others new. Satellite dishes leaned above carved wooden doors. Plastic basins sat beside stone wells. An elderly woman swept water from her threshold with the steady patience of someone who had repeated the gesture for decades.
Yutong liked it more because of that.
The guesthouse stood near the eastern end of the village, a renovated courtyard building with whitewashed walls, dark beams, and a persimmon tree in the center. The rooms were simple but clean. Her towel, after inspection, proved mercifully soft.
Small victory.
The official welcome dinner took place in a long hall behind the village committee office. Round tables had been arranged beneath fluorescent lights softened by strings of red lanterns. Bowls of mountain vegetables, river fish, smoked tofu, pickled bamboo shoots, and steaming clay-pot rice filled the center of each table. The windows had been opened to the evening air, and mist drifted near the sill like something listening.
Uncle Luo, the village head, was a thin man in his sixties with silver hair and eyes that missed nothing. His hands were rough, his posture slightly bent, but his voice carried to every corner of the hall without needing volume.
"We welcome guests," he said, raising a small cup of tea instead of wine. "But guests come and go. The village stays. That is why we ask many questions."
Yutong lifted her cup. "Then we should answer them properly."
Uncle Luo studied her. "You are Chairman Shen's daughter."
"Yes."
"Your father's people came here twelve years ago."
Yutong did not blink. "For the north ridge road proposal."
"They promised the road would bring prosperity. Then they left when the funding changed."
A faint discomfort moved around the table. Deputy Liu looked at his rice.
Yutong set her cup down. "I read the file."
"Files are thin."
"Yes," she said. "That is why I came."
Uncle Luo's eyes remained on her. Something passed between them--not warmth, not yet, but recognition of an answer that had not tried to escape.
Then his gaze moved to Junhao. "And you are Liang Weimin's son."
Junhao nodded. "Liang Junhao."
"Your grandfather's company bought the old tea warehouse in the neighboring town. It has been empty for eight years."
"Yes."
"Why?"
Yutong looked at Junhao before she could stop herself.
His face remained calm. "Because the acquisition team overestimated distribution demand, underestimated restoration cost, and chose to preserve a bad decision rather than admit the loss."
The room went quiet.
Uncle Luo's brows lifted.
Junhao continued, "It should either be restored for actual use or returned to the county redevelopment pool. Leaving it empty is wasteful."
Deputy Liu looked as if he wanted to crawl under the table and take the county office seal with him.
Uncle Luo laughed.
The sound changed the room. It was dry, surprised, almost delighted. "You speak more directly than your father."
"My father considers that one of my defects."
"Maybe useful here."
"Maybe," Junhao said.
Yutong looked down at her tea to hide the reluctant curve of her mouth.
Dinner continued with cautious conversation. The elders asked about compensation, employment, road widening, whether ancestral graves would be disturbed, whether young people would be forced into service jobs, whether outside investors would buy houses and leave them empty. Yutong answered what she could and admitted what required review. The admissions mattered more than the answers. She could feel suspicion shift--not vanish, but loosen its first knot.
Junhao spoke less, but when he did, people listened. He asked about flooding patterns during summer storms, about which footpaths became unusable after rain, about where delivery trucks currently turned around, about how many households still processed tea by hand. His questions had no ornament. They sounded almost cold, until Yutong realized the elders were answering him more fully because he did not flatter them first.
By the end of the meal, the guesthouse kitchen had fallen into brief chaos.
A second group of officials arrived unexpectedly from the town, and the cook, an auntie with rolled sleeves and terrifying authority, discovered that no one had prepared enough noodles. Voices rose from the kitchen. Someone dropped a metal basin. Deputy Liu began apologizing to everyone within range.
Junhao stood.
Yutong looked up. "Where are you going?"
"To commit interference."
"In the kitchen?"
"Unlike some places, kitchens benefit from timely intervention."
She followed him partly because she did not trust him and partly because curiosity had always been one of her less convenient weaknesses.
The kitchen was narrow, humid, and full of steam. Auntie Chen, the cook, stood before a wooden counter with flour on her forearms and murder in her eyes. Junhao rolled up his sleeves without ceremony and asked where she kept the dough.
Auntie Chen stared at him. "You know noodles?"
"A little."
"Rich boys know noodles now?"
"Only the useful ones."
Yutong leaned against the doorway. "Do not encourage him. His ego is already overfed."
Junhao washed his hands, dried them, and turned to the dough. What followed was unfortunately competent.
He kneaded with firm, practiced pressure, folded, stretched, turned. Flour dusted his black shirt near the cuffs. He spoke with Auntie Chen in low, practical phrases, asking about water temperature and the local flour's texture. She corrected him twice. He accepted both corrections without male fragility, which Yutong found deeply suspicious.
Then he began pulling noodles.
The dough lengthened between his hands in smooth ropes, doubled, twisted, stretched again. The motion was rhythmic, almost meditative. Steam curled around his forearms. His face, usually sharpened by irony, settled into concentration. No audience performance. No aristocratic distance. Just hands, dough, heat, timing.
Yutong forgot to mock him for several seconds.
That was dangerous.
Junhao looked up, catching her watching.
She immediately crossed her arms. "Acceptable."
"You've used that compliment already today."
"It remains versatile."
Auntie Chen snorted. "If you two are married, your house must be noisy."
The kitchen froze for one tiny, absurd moment.
Yutong's expression sharpened. "We are not married."
Junhao added, "Violently not."
Auntie Chen looked between them, unimpressed. "Then why do you argue like people who already know where the other keeps bowls?"
Yutong opened her mouth.
No answer arrived fast enough.
Junhao wisely returned to the noodles, but she saw the corner of his mouth betray him.
"Enjoy that," she said quietly. "It may be your last joy."
"I'll treasure it."
Later, when the noodles were served in bowls of clear broth with greens and chili oil, even Uncle Luo nodded approval. Auntie Chen accepted the praise as if Junhao were merely a tool she had chosen well.
Yutong ate half a bowl standing near the open doorway, the heat of the broth warming her palms. Outside, mist thickened over the courtyard. Somewhere beyond the village, water moved over stones in the dark.
She told herself the noodles were good because Auntie Chen had corrected him.
Mostly.
The next morning began with rain.
Not a storm at first. A steady mountain rain, fine and cold, silvering the stone paths and turning the tea terraces into layers of green glass. Yutong dressed in dark trousers, boots, and a cream waterproof jacket that Peiwen had insisted was practical. Junhao appeared at the guesthouse entrance in a black field jacket, holding two umbrellas and looking regrettably well-rested.
He offered one.
"I have my own," Yutong said.
"I know."
"Then why offer?"
"Yours is still in the van."
She looked at Peiwen.
Peiwen looked devastated. "Miss Shen, I'm so sorry--"
"It's fine." Yutong took Junhao's umbrella without looking at him. "Do not look pleased."
"I am expressing neutral preparedness."
"You are expressing smugness through posture."
"That sounds difficult."
"You manage."
They joined Uncle Luo, Deputy Liu, two engineers, and several village representatives for the site inspection. The path led from the main village across a stone bridge and up toward the proposed resort area along the eastern slope. Rain tapped against umbrellas, leaves, shoulders. Mud sucked at the edges of the path. The air smelled of earth torn open by weather.
Yutong listened as Uncle Luo explained which houses were occupied, which belonged to families who had migrated to the city, which ancestral halls still hosted ceremonies. She noted names, objections, implied loyalties. Negotiation began long before anyone sat at a table. It began here, in the way an elder touched a gate while speaking, in the way younger villagers fell silent near certain houses, in the way Deputy Liu avoided mentioning graves unless forced.
Junhao drifted slightly ahead with the engineer, crouching occasionally to inspect drainage channels and road edges. Rain darkened his hair. Mud marked one side of his boot. He seemed unbothered, which irritated her less than it should have because he was actually finding problems.
At the upper bend, the path opened onto a view of the valley.
Even in rain, it stole the breath.
Qingshui lay below them in white walls and dark roofs, smoke lifting from chimneys, river curving through the village, tea terraces rising around it like cupped hands. Red lanterns glowed faintly beneath eaves though morning had fully arrived. Mist moved in slow veils across the opposite ridge.
For a moment, no one spoke.
Then Junhao said, quietly, "The access road cannot come through here."
Deputy Liu stiffened. "The preliminary plan--"
"Is wrong."
Yutong turned. "Why?"
Junhao pointed toward the slope below the proposed road line. "Soil saturation. See the bamboo there? The angle is inconsistent. The lower retaining wall has already shifted. Heavy visitor traffic, delivery vehicles, construction equipment--this section will fail unless reinforced extensively."
The engineer beside him nodded reluctantly. "It would be costly."
"How costly?" Yutong asked.
Junhao named a figure.
Deputy Liu looked pained.
Yutong looked toward the slope, then back at the village. "Alternative?"
"There's an old service road near the north ridge. Longer route. Less scenic. But more stable. It avoids the ritual pathway and keeps construction traffic away from the main residential lanes."
"You reviewed that already?"
"I told you. Insomnia."
Uncle Luo's gaze moved between them. "The north ridge road passes the abandoned tea shed."
"Yes," Junhao said. "It could be restored as a logistics point instead of putting delivery access near the ancestral hall."
Yutong's mind moved quickly, rearranging costs, permits, concessions, messaging. "Less romantic for the investors."
"More survivable for the village."
She looked at him then.
Rain fell between them in thin threads. His expression held no triumph, no smugness, not even the satisfaction of being right. He was looking at the slope as if it were a patient whose diagnosis mattered more than the doctor's ego.
Something in her irritation loosened.
"Fine," she said. "We rebuild the proposal around the north ridge."
Deputy Liu made a small wounded sound.
Yutong turned to him. "Would you prefer to explain a landslide to investors, villagers, and provincial media after construction begins?"
"No," he said quickly.
"Then congratulations. We are saving you from future humiliation."
Junhao coughed once into his fist.
She looked at him. "Do not laugh."
"I would never."
"You are currently laughing internally."
"Quietly."
The inspection continued past noon. Rain strengthened. The group split near the northern ridge so the engineers could take measurements while Uncle Luo led the officials back by the safer footpath. Yutong and Junhao remained with Deputy Liu to review the old service road, accompanied by the driver who had brought a smaller county vehicle up from the village.
By late afternoon, the sky had darkened too early.
Mist thickened into low cloud. The mountains lost their edges. The driver, Mr. Han, checked the weather on his phone and frowned.
"We should return before the rain gets heavier," he said. "This road is narrow."
Yutong looked toward the slope where water already ran in thin brown lines. "How long?"
"Forty minutes if clear."
Junhao glanced at the sky. "Then we go now."
For once, she did not argue.
The county vehicle was older than the morning van, a white SUV with tired suspension and a dashboard decorated with a small red knot charm that swung gently with every turn. Yutong sat in the back right seat. Junhao sat beside her. Deputy Liu rode in front, speaking anxiously into his phone whenever signal appeared. Mr. Han drove with both hands on the wheel and the careful focus of a man who respected mountains more than schedules.
Rain struck the windshield in restless sheets.
The wipers worked hard and achieved little. Outside, the road curled along the ridge, one side pressed against the mountain, the other dropping toward blurred terraces and trees. Water ran across the asphalt in shining bands. Small stones had begun to scatter near the inner edge.
Yutong fastened her seatbelt tighter.
Junhao noticed.
"Carsick?" he asked.
"Do you hope I am?"
"I brought more ginger."
"Of course you did."
He reached for his document case at his feet, but the vehicle jolted over a rut and his shoulder brushed hers. Not hard. Barely anything. Still, in the enclosed damp chill of the SUV, the contact registered too clearly.
He withdrew immediately. "Sorry."
Yutong looked out the window. "It's fine."
The red knot charm swung from the mirror.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Deputy Liu ended his call and turned slightly. "The village committee postponed tonight's discussion. Roads may close if the rain continues."
"Good," Junhao said. "No one should travel unnecessarily."
Yutong glanced at him. "You sound like a safety manual."
"Someone in this vehicle should."
"I value safety."
"You value victory. Safety becomes relevant when it obstructs victory."
She should have snapped back. The words were ready. But the rain, the road, the strange heaviness in the air pressed against her temper.
Instead, she said, "I changed the plan when you were right."
Junhao looked at her.
It was such a small admission. A practical one. Yet in the confined space, it seemed louder than intended.
"Yes," he said. "You did."
"And you did not gloat."
"I considered it."
"I know."
"But the slope looked unstable enough to humble me."
"That must have been severe."
His mouth curved faintly. "Devastating."
For a moment, the warmth of their old rhythm returned, but it was changed now, stripped of some of its poison by exhaustion and rain. Yutong folded her arms, looking ahead at the road. She wanted to tell him the noodles had been good. She wanted, absurdly, to ask when he had learned to cook like that. She wanted to ask whether anyone had taught him or whether meticulous men applied themselves to hunger the way they applied themselves to balance sheets.
She asked none of it.
Junhao reached into his document case again and found the ginger packet. He placed it on the seat between them.
"Predictable mountain roads," he said.
Yutong picked it up after a moment. "Do not make kindness a habit. It will confuse your enemies."
"Only the observant ones."
The SUV rounded another bend.
Ahead, something moved on the slope.
At first, Yutong thought it was rainwater. A darker rush across the rock face. Then the sound arrived, low and wrong, like furniture dragging across the floor of the world.
Mr. Han swore.
The road ahead broke open in motion.
Mud, stones, branches, and water spilled from the mountain, not in a dramatic wave but in a sudden, brutal collapse that erased the line between slope and road. The SUV jerked as Mr. Han slammed the brakes. Deputy Liu shouted. The red knot charm flew sideways. Tires screamed against wet asphalt.
For one suspended second, the vehicle stopped.
Then the rear wheels slid.
Yutong's hand struck the door. Her shoulder snapped against the seatbelt. Outside her window, the road edge tilted toward empty mist.
"Hold on," Junhao said.
His voice was different. No irony. No calm performance. Just command.
The SUV slid again as mud hit the front left side. Mr. Han fought the wheel. Deputy Liu shouted something into the rain. The world narrowed to wipers, gray glass, the metallic whine of tires losing grip.
Then the vehicle lurched toward Yutong's side.
Junhao moved before she understood what was happening.
He unbuckled, threw himself across the narrow space, and wrapped one arm around her head and shoulders, pulling her down and inward. His body covered hers as the SUV slammed against something hard. Glass burst. The sound was enormous and intimate, shattering near her ear. Her forehead struck fabric instead of window. His shoulder hit the door with a sickening force.
"Junhao--"
The second impact swallowed his name.
The SUV tipped.
Rain, metal, screams, stone. Yutong's body lifted against the seatbelt. Junhao's arm tightened around her head until she could not see, could barely breathe. She smelled rain in his hair, the faint clean scent of his shirt, the sharp copper of blood. His hand covered the back of her skull, fingers spread wide as if he could hold the world away by force.
Everything turned.
Once.
Twice.
Then stopped with a violence that emptied the air from her lungs.
For a while, there was only rain.
Rain ticking against broken glass. Rain entering somewhere it should not. Rain and the hiss of the engine and Deputy Liu groaning in the front seat.
Yutong opened her eyes.
The vehicle lay at an angle. Her vision swam. Mud streaked the cracked window. The red knot charm hung absurdly still from the mirror, its thread twisted. Junhao was heavy against her, one arm still around her shoulders, his face turned partly away.
Blood ran from a cut near his temple.
"Liang Junhao," she whispered.
No answer.
Her fingers moved, clumsy, searching for him. They found his sleeve, wet with rain or blood or both. She tried to push him back enough to see his face, but pain flashed white behind her eyes.
"Junhao."
This time, his eyelids moved.
For one brief second, he looked at her.
Not with mockery. Not with rivalry. Not with all the old armor they had inherited and sharpened and worn until it seemed like skin.
He looked afraid.
Not for himself.
For her.
His mouth moved. She could not hear the words over the rain, but she thought he said her name.
Then his hand slipped from the back of her head.
Yutong reached for it.
Their fingers brushed once in the broken space between them.
The mountain rain kept falling, patient and cold, washing mud across the windows, washing blood into the upholstery, washing the road behind them into something unrecognizable.
The last thing Yutong saw before darkness took her was Junhao's hand still open beside hers, as if even unconscious, he had not finished trying to shield her.